Wednesday, September 30, 2009

September 30 2009

Last nights dream
Last night I dreamed I went to work & I had my night gown on. It was ratty looking so I remember I was really embarrassed so I went home to change.
I changed into a black shirt and some Capri checked pants. I went back to work.
The work place did look slightly different. There was no longer a front desk & instead there was a cubical in the front & Tonya sat there. I remember her & someone else was making fun of me. I remember there were alot of people in the room evidently someone important was coming from Los Vegas I remember my cubical was by a office with a door-everything was set up different-my cubical opened up by the door. I remember discovering my shirt was on backward and I was embarrassed & suddenly a big crowd was surrounded by this man that reminded me a little bit like the boss on Ugly Betty. I remember when they passed by to show the man this office he made a point to say hello. At that point he looked at me like he had seen me before. While they were "google eyeing'" him I ran to the bathroom in the hall to reverse my shirt. The hall looked different too. When I came out someone had this kitten it was one of those miniature cats & someone let me hold it. The crowd was filling up the hall way because the "boss-man-from 'Vegas" was going down the hall. I could barely see him & he looked in my direction. He came toward me and took the kitten from me & said we will have this for and he named some lady's name. He then said" Do you want to go with me and some others bowling?" I said sure. So the next thing I remember I am riding in this large convertible with the top down riding thru some fields. We finally get to this remote bowling alley away from everything. I remember La Donna my sister was with us. This guys was being nice to everyone, making a point to talk to me often. I remember La Donna & me were sitting & watching & he came over & said "why aren't you bowling?" I said " well I haven't bowled in years & besides the shoe rental is too expensive & I am not wearing socks. He said "They sell socks & I will pay for both. And then he waved at La Donna to come over & said & you too.
I sat down & was putting my socks. And La Donna said something about him liking me and I said no he likes everyone. I remember having problems putting on one of the socks and I walked over and sat down by me & he said 'Do you remember me?" and I told him I do and smiled. Altho I wasn't real sure who he was but he looked really really familiar. Some notes in how this bowling alley looked: It was ratty looking and dark it didn't look very well kept.

In the dream I don't remember bowling but some how I had figured out who he was-he was some past love of mine (in the dream) We talked alot and we went back to the work & I remember some woman knocked down a mail cart & her. There was this older woman she was slightly older then La Donna she said you know he has a problem, he wants to help everyone, she said he had a obsession in helping " little lost souls" and then on too another lost soul. So don't be saddened by this. She said this meaning he had a mental issue. So I asked her "when did this behavior start exactly?" I remember she was a tall lady with a fake french accent it was his mom & she said" sometime in the '90's I think.
End of dream.
Second Dream
I dreamed I was at what I thought was a work place but it looked more like a University. I dreamed I was upstairs and someone came in my department and said we had to be evacuated, then a alarm went off. Then we were all directed to go to this baseball field that was to left back of the building several feet. I remember in the dream it was night time. I remember Chris was there & I asked him did you know they had all this stuff meaning the many different things on the "campus" he said no. I told him let me show this museum dedicated to this writer ( I said some name I don't remember who it was I said) and in the dream there was this rescue shelter that was part of the museum and it was for cats they had these cages you could reach in & pet the cats/kittens. And they had souvenirs you could purchase. In another part of this "museum" they had this thing that looked like a "bird aquarium" it had really little colorful birds- I think they were finches of some sort very very little. When I touched the glass the light went out. It did that to encourage people not to touch the glass.
End of dream

Thursday, September 24, 2009

September 24 2009
Last nights dream

First dream-
I dreamed I was at someones house I am not sure who's it was a brick home with a carport. I don't remember details inside. There were a lot of people at this house. They were discussing what they should do about a man's life. One of the thing that was being discussed was that maybe he should just ride a bicycle and not drive anymore. He was very much against this. I remember he reminded me of Bobby Good a guy I use to know & my Dad was at this meeting as well.
I remember leaving with someone in a SUV Truck and the guy came out to say bye. Everyone was really mad at him about something not sure what. I told him I understood why he didn't want to ride a bicycle that I couldn't and evidently he couldn't either. I told I would speak to everyone about this. I remember two people in the truck a young girl & a curly headed man I didn't really know who they were but something about them looked familiar. They were wondering if he was coming along as well but a nasty looking woman was inticing him to come with her. He told me he wasn't coming. I remember telling the man in the truck that woman was his biggest down fall.
End of Dream

Second dream
I dreamed I was staying at aunts house. Although it didn't look like anyone or Aunt I have or had. The woman (aunt) was younger then me she had blond platinum hair and in good shape. The living room was adjacent to the kitchen & there were three large windows in both rooms. I saw a man in a black suit coming up the sidewalk. I ran & hid behind a cabinet it was the pantry room. I told her if he was looking for me I wasn't home. She opened up the door & he was selling this remedy for arthritis and other pain problems. He had this liquid stuff that had a large needle & he told her he needed to put in the base of her spine. She was really compliant and I was shocked she was cooperating with this man. He had her bend over and expose the base of her spine & gave her a shot. After he gave her the shot she said "I feel wonderful I could do anything!" "In fact you should try this" He told her how she could do it herself & sold her a needle & the liquid. I remember telling on no certain terms would I try that. I figured out in my dream how the man was able to convince her to do something so stupid. When he shook her hand he had some kind of substance that affected her mental capacity.
Thats all I remember of the dream.
End of dream
Later,
Melody

Monday, September 21, 2009

September 21 2009
Last nights dream:
Last night I dreamed I was living at what looked like Mom & Dad's house but it had all my stuff in it & all there stuff was gone. In the dream I had walked in that back corner bedroom which was my
parents bedroom when I was a kid. This room has more window in it then the other bedrooms.
I looked in the closet & I saw this purse which wasn't mine it was a light lemon color yellow hand bag with some etching on the leather. It had a strap closure. I opened it up and it had a older model cell phone. A box of ear-rings and I and a appointment book/wallet. I looked at the ear-rings and realized some of them belonged to me. I also realized this woman had been having an affair with my husband. She had shoulder length hair wavy/curly (natural) green eyes a little over weight. She looked like she had a skin complexion problem. She looked vaguely familar.
I remember in the dream I confronted Chris about the purse and said I had asked him if ever did anything like that to not do it in our home, that I was more upset about that. He was wanting to give the purse back to her. I said no since she took something from me I am keeping something of hers. He was upset about this, and I showed him she had been stealing not only him (my husband) but my ear-rings. Her phone rang & it was her so I just hung up on her.
End of dream.
Later,
Melody

Friday, September 18, 2009

September 18 2009
Last nights dream
I dreamed I was with my friend Susie B. She had asked me to come and sing with a group with her. Evidently I had been in this ensemble with her in the past-in the dream.
We were standing on a stage which was outside & we were going to go over a song I asked to listen to how the original people sang it. She gets a old turn table & puts a record on this turntable. (Weird I know most people have CD's or tapes lol) I asked her are we singing with the record now?? She says yeah so we get the microphones & I soon realize it is just the accompaniment. I remember the song started out about the flowers in the field I could almost hear the song it was a really old gospel song. I was having a problem remembering the words because it had been years since I had sang the song. So I said something to Susie and she said oh just sing it you know this. I said no not really its been too long. In the dream she wasn't understanding I couldn't remember the words.
End of dream
Later,
Melody

Thursday, September 17, 2009

September 17 2009
Last Nights Dream
First Dream:
I dreamed there was this lady that was killing people and she was using the internet to do it. I remember I kinda found out about this by accident. I was going to turn her in & she figured out that I found out & she was going to kill me. I was screaming in my dream & woke mumbling don't don't and I was really shaken.
End of first dream

Second Dream
Last night I dreamed I was at this really old house it might have been a old school, it sort of reminded me of the Dyer School. If it was a house it was huge.
I remember there were alot of people there I think it was a funeral. I remember going out to another building I think it was like a horse barn, but they were parking cars in it. I remember some of the District managers from work were out there. I asked Dave if there was something I could do to help. He said yeah I need these chairs from this building moved over to that one. In the dream I remember him saying something hateful like "Yeah you can help me and I am going to work your ass off since its so big and Chris thinks you need it worked off" they were all laughing at me. I decided to help anyway but was really upset with Chris because in my dream I remember thinking this wasn't the first time I found out he was talking against me behind my back to other people. When I went to get the chairs they were small folding chairs not real heavy. I remember Dave got bent out of shape of how I was moving the chairs. So I dropped what I was doing and told him off said something like I was just volunteering and he could do it himself. Then I went back to the big house. There were some of Chris's relatives there I remember I had gone upstairs to the second floor I remember looking down the stairs and I saw Chris talking to Laura his niece. I remember in the dream he was saying bad things about me again. So I went down the stairs. I said I need to speak with you. There were alot of people downstairs and they all were wanting to discuss something. I told them it could wait I needed to talk to Chris now. In the dream I told him I was tired of him talking bad to everyone he knew including his relatives behind my back & I was tired of finding out by the people he spoke with. And that he never said anything positive about me & I was leaving. I don't know if in the dream I was "leaving him" or leaving the house. I do know I was pretty upset.
I remember walking out and seeing a really pretty sunset.
End of Dream
Later,
Melody

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

September 16 2009

Last Nights dream-
First dream-
I dreamed I was at this other house not sure where I was at I didn't recognize it. I don't remember much details about the house. My mother was in a bedroom asleep. Although in my dream I wasn't me it seem like I was this tall woman with sandy blond curly hair-short hair. I was really too skinny. There was this toddler a the toddler was a little girl. She didn't have much hair she looked to be about 1yr & half old. She had a dirty white dress. The woman (me) had what looked like a 1960's outfit on spandex flair at the bottom pants-tan I think & the top was a short sleeve stripped turtle neck. The toddler went in the room where my "mom" was and made her disappear. Evidently the toddler had some type of abilities. In the dream me ( the skinny tall lady) didn't seem to be worried about this. The dream changes and the skinny tall lady is at a apartment with her daughter, the daughter is slightly older but not much. I am not the lady this time I am just observing. In the dream she is sitting and smoking. There is a knock on the door and the lady says come on in. Two FBI looking agents walk in. They tell her they know about her mother's disappearance & they have come to take the little girl. The skinny lady doesn't seem concerned about this she said " I knew you would come" " and your not taking her." One of the agents glances down her hall way and says where is she?
" The little girl comes out and asks her mother am I going with them?" Her mother shakes her head. The little girl looks up at them and just says guess not and leaves the room. The agents look at each other and say we will be back.
End of dream.
Second Dream
I dreamed I was in a vehicle with a group of people there was a man driving. I think he was a real estate agent-not sure -he was showing everyone around the area. I don't remember going thru any homes. I remember at one time he got confused about what direction and someone else-another man was gripping at him about his driving. We were at I think Wisconsin or somewhere like that. I remember driving down this small hill and seeing a railroad crossing and to the far right in the distance I could see a business on fire & smoke rising ( I think it was really a farm) and there was a house on fire too. I remember someone in the car panicking.
The dream changed I was in the house that was on fire but it wasn't on fire yet. It reminded me a little of the house in Lavaca but only bigger. I remember in the dream I was another lady dark headed and I had a little girl she was around 4 and there was another lady that kinda of reminded me of Alecia my friend, but not her and she had son that was around 8 I looked out a back window in this house and I screamed I could see a train car being "hurled" flying towards the house. So we ran out the front yard. We could hear the loud boom crash of the car hit the house then we saw the car or another train car over our heads. I could clearly see the bottom of the car. I remember grabbing the little girl and jumping out of the way and the other lady screaming her son's name-but I don't remember his name he evidently was still in the house.

End of dream

I had another dream but at the time I cannot remember it.

Monday, September 14, 2009

September 13 2009

I dreamed I was with someone that looked like Laura -Chris's niece and we were going to several schools to talk to some people. I don't remember anything more but she seemed to be assisting me.
I remember her saying well I think that went well. I remember saying we'll see.
End of dream
Later,
Melody
September 12 2009
I dreamed there was this little boy hiding from me. I remember telling Chris he looked like a alien. That is all I remember of that dream.
Later,
Melody
Saturday Sept 12 2009
I dreamed I walked outside and found this owl he was about 2ft long. He was frozen-not as in cold frozen, but it was like he was taxidermy. So I took him & put him in this large urn it was a large gray urn. Several days passed in my dream and I remember asking someone if they would like to see the owl I put in this urn I remember I was saving the urn for cremation not sure for who, anyway when I pulled him out of the urn he started walking around but he couldn't fly.
End of dream
Later,
Melody

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

OK this dream I think was a prediction altho I didn't understand that after I dreamed it..
July 27,2005
I dreamed I was transformed to this weird dimension it was like being in the wizard of oz only like a tv show like American Idol. but nothing like that. The first thing I remember I was like floating and watching from behind the scenes.
A black man that reminded me of Denzel Washington ( NOTE*OK People-some people think he reminds them of Obama!) Anyway he comes on the stage. I then Hear a commercial break while this guy is getting ready to sing. I hear some commercial jingle that sounds like the song "Beautiful Dreamer" but the words are " If you have a clog today- We can make it go away" " If you have a problem call Drain-E-O"
Then I see the Denzel Washington looking guy come on the stage. They announce his name but something in my dream is preventing me hearing what name it is.
He a yellow extension cord on around his neck and he is carrying a red tool box-
He says I am going to sing "Handy Man" (that's a song by James Taylor by the way) in the dream he singing off pitch. The audience is really shocked he singing so badly. Everyone looks like they are from the 1950's
The room has a amber glow to it. Another man then comes upon the stage & he is singing. He isn't anyone that looks familiar to me. He has gray/silver curly hair & glasses he is singing with his eyes closed. I don't remember what he is singing then it fades.. The announcer says he can't make it-meaning the grey haired man ( He says the guys name but again its like I am being blocked by the names of these men) He say's is wife is going to sing instead She has dark wavy hair & she has a hat on-in this dream most of the women are wearing hats. One of those box shaped ones. She says something and she is really scared & timid, she is going to read something. A couple of women in the front row are gossiping-One says " I thought she was having problems with her feet" another one says " She is just trying to steal his lime light how dare her!" Another woman that looks like Nicole Kidman is intently listening to them gossip.
A older lady says " I think she is admirable & brave to come then I hear a man yell-"HEY he is not at this place" then I wake up. End of dream -When I wake up I felt like it was Chris yelling but he isn't here.

OK here is what I think about this dream. First off in 2005 I didn't know who in the world Obama was let alone McCain or Palin. But don't you think the three people seem alot like them?? I think I was being shown something but they didn't want me to know the names.
Dream that I had May 2006
I dreamed a group of people & me were going somewhere-we were all travelling together. I knew in my dream where I was going but after the dream I didn't know. There was a woman in her 70's gray shoulder length hair. There was a couple-the man had dark hair he looked kind of like the man from x files, he was acting like he didn't like being with the woman he was with. She wasn't ugly she was pretty average. I wrote in this journal that I couldn't tell too much of how she looked. The guy kept staring at me.
There was a young boy there around 7 or 8 he was really hyperactive. There was a african/american man in his 20's, he was really nice & had great sence of humor he could have been a comedian. There was a 18 or 19yr old girl she had a short punkish hair cut & she was wearing layers of clothing. We were all on this strange bus travelling. The bus took us to this rotating thing where it turned the bus in a circle, it directed to a different area including a boat dock (thats what I typed) the rotating thing was on this large lot with a rotating pillar. I remember operating it and turning it fast & it upset some of the passengers. So we rotated to this ship. Many people were concerned about getting there. In my dream I think some of the people were ghost.
End of dream
Here is a dream from May 11 2006-
*Note I have never got to meet Chris's Father & later on I found out many of my dreams I have had of Ben were very much like his Dad-I find this fasinating*
In this dream I was with Chris's Father Ben he was showing me these car like vehicles. They looked like they were on a hillside in the woods. He said Chris needed to work on these cars.
The dream changed I was in a car with Ben again (Chris's Father) we were headed to Fayetteville suddenly it got really dark like it was going to storm but I could still see the moon (* I can't read my writing here something about the moon?)It said the moon was very weird looking. Then I saw what I thought was lightning but it was small explosions in Fayetteville. I remember I was going to Lila's house & Chris was already there. His Father told me I must not go there. So I called Chris and he told me thought he could get out of there.
Weird!
End of that dream
Here is a dream I dreamed last year Dec. 8 2008
I dreamed I was at Mom & Dad's house and Daddy was having a heart attack. In the dream I was alot younger like a teenage. Mom told me to get the medicine on the dresser for him quick. I went to look for it and it wasn't there. I went back & told Mom it wasn't there. She said You didn't look hard enough & she went back to the dresser and sure enough it wasn't there. I remember griping her out for having it in a safer place. I looked behind the dresser it had fell behind the dresser. End of that Dream
Another Dream that same night-
I dreamed I was living at Mom & Dad's house the middle bedroom was mine & it was fixed up nice. I liked it. Gary (my nephew had a girlfriend) and she was very tall she had blond hair. They went in my room to take a nap. Then Chuck & his wife came and took a nap.
The next dream-same night
I dreamed I was visiting Mom & Dad's house & they had Charlie (Beth's Son) chained up on the back porch. ( :( ) His hair was green only I realized he had it shaved and someone had put a chi pet mix on his head so it was a plant growing on his head. I asked him why? He said this was the only way he could have hair. He didn't seemed distressed about the whole situation. I wanted to free him but I realized he was very mentally unstable (in the dream OK?)
End of Dream
Another dream same night
I dreamed it was the night before going to a church ( *Saturday or some special occasion not sure what I meant from these notes) I dreamed there was this tunnel from the parsonage to this church, but a door that had a automatic lock from the inside of the church to keep members out. So because I didn't have a key I put my purse between the door to keep it from locking shut. Inside the church I heard a hymnal fall and I realized the organist was in there. Then I heard someone leaving thru another door. Then the dream changed I dream my father had been called to be a minister at a Methodist church, but for adults only. Evidently the Methodist church had a shortage of ministers, so that's why they asked him to be their preacher. I remember I really really liked the music. I remember asking Mom about the minister shortage. ( I wrote in my dream journal that the music that was sang-performed-played was PERFECT the best music I had ever heard). The dream changed I was talking to the church administrator I asked her did Methodist still have women ministers and what would happen if I felt called to be a minister? She told me they did still take women ministers but the pay would have to be cash only. When I heard that I thought she meant I would be getting paid less then what my father was getting paid. She said"No it wouldn't be any less then where I was currently working" (which I guess he was making the same I was in the dream) Then I looked up I saw Dad he was standing there-She said "No offence Minister Bill (refering to my father) "He said none taken" I remember later in the dream he was speaking to the congregation he told them that if he was going to be the minister here everyone should want him there because that would be God's will. I remember seeing him wearing a black robe with gold & maroon lapel. I was wearing a red dress in the dream.
End of Dream
Dream last night-Today is September 8 2009
I dreamed I was with Chris & I think maybe there were two other people in his car. We were getting on the interstate. At first I thought this was in Fort Smith but upon looking at the dream it may have been just before you get to Little Rock anyway I dreamed we had been worn of a flood & Chris thought he could get ahead of it. What I remember is the interstate was in a area not real populated with business & the "on ramp" we were getting on the interstate had a curve We saw this huge wave of water coming toward us. So I yelled "hit reverse" and the dream ended.
I know you're wondering if we drowned or not. I don't know I woke up.

Later,
Melody

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Last nights dream Today is 9/6/09

Last night I dreamed I was at my friend Susie's house we were kids again. We were sitting in her parents living room. I remember we were fixing to go somewhere. She had this little black dog-which is weird because I was the one who had a little black dog actually growing up we had two that we got close to-Cola & Smokey. Well in the dream it was her dog.
This dog jumped up on me and I was talking to Susie and the dog peed on me. I asked her if there was a old t-shirt I could put on & then I could go home & change into something fresh. She said hey I have just the thing, & she was back in her room finishing getting ready. I remember getting upset because it was getting late for where we were going to.
Then she went into her Mom's room & handed me this zip-down black & white large stripped shirt. It was actually cute.
She said there Now you don't have to go back home to get something else to wear. The problem I told her was the dog peed on my shirt & bra it soaked thru & I didn't want to wear that shirt she gave me without a bra. She said oh it will be fine. I remember I was really getting pissed about this whole thing. I said no I just wont go. I need to change shirts & my bra. I took the shirt she had for me to wear put it on & took off walking home. ( We lived within walking distance of her house)
Susie & me are more like sisters so this wasn't unusual for us either one of us to get mad at each other, but it was unusual because the dog was hers not mine.
End of dream
I did have other dreams and it is bothering me right now because I cannot remember them.
Later,
Melody

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Sept 5 2009

Last night I dreamed I was at this seminar that was being held outside. My nephew Ben was hosting it. There were alot of people there. I remember he was quoting poetry. The name of the seminar was something to do with enlightenment I don't remember what the name of it was. I remember he even had flyers about it. I remember he started saying mantras or something & asked everyone to repeat what he was he saying. A group of people that looked asian knew what he was saying & joined in really quick. He then asked everyone to hold hands to the next person and sway to the vibration of the mantra to move like a wave.
Our line of people some how got seperated from the group. I remember Chris was there and I remember saying we need to go back up there to the group but everyone was doing their own swaying mantra it was really strange, so I went back with the main group some of the others followed me.
I have never heard of anything like this. It was during the evening right at sunset. I just googled this I was shocked to find that something like this exists.
Later,
Melody
PS
OK This is really freaking me out I found out there is this Hindu celebration called the Pitri-paksha this year it falls on Sept 5!!!!!!!!!! That is today

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Dream Sept. 1 2009
Last night I dreamed I was on this public bus not sure what city I was in. It was night time & rainy. It kind looked like the buses from NY. Anyway the bus had stopped and a man that looked familiar to me kind of ratty looking asked if I was the person he spoke with long ago. He said "she said she lived on the corner of park & central but I can't find her. Some other lady on the bus said I think you mean Pam? Then I spoke up I said It was me that you spoke with. I don't live there I gave you a bogus address because I didn't know you. He said do you remember when we discussed using pine needles for stuffing pillows for around the house. I said yeah you would have to cut or grind them. He said well I have done it. I have made a fortune using your idea & I wanted to give you your first check. He gave me this check that didn't have a name to the pay to but it was for $323,744. I gave him my address and he jumped off the bus and a woman came up to me and said do you really want to do that? I said yeah its more money then I have ever made, then she brought these two kids a boy & girl they were black kids really sweet faces and said do you remember them? I said yeah I do and was glad to see them. The woman said their mother is very grateful for what you did to help them. The woman had an accent either hispanic or italian. And you can continue to help them. It was almost like I was being giving a choice to help them or have that money but it wasn't being presented like that.
the dream ended.
Later,
Melody

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

August 31 2009 night

I dreamed I lived in my grandma Burnett's house in Ft Smith. I remember seeing Rhonda from work's kids run into the house & some man with them. I asked him where is Rhonda? He said oh she is outside by the car. So I went outside & she had lost alot of weight, I didn't recognize her infact I thought this man was lying about it being her because she was very hateful and rude. She had totally different features her eyes weren't even the same color. I asked her kids they said they didn't think it was her either at first but Dad said sometimes people change. I remember her son saying she changed ALOT its like its not her at all and then smiled & said but we didn't and hugged me looking up at me.
I remember suspecting that he had told the kids it was Rhonda but it wasn't Rhonda. I knew it wasn't her
The dream changed some-I dream Chris & me had gone somewhere & when got back (we were still living at Grandma Burnett's house in Ft Smith.) Our sectional & TV had been replaced the sectional was replaced by this old mustard yellow tweed plaid couch & the tv was this big round tv, it was a bigger then ours but weird looking like it was missing a outside cover.
I remember saying something to Chris about the couch & I think he seemed distracted and thought it was our same sectional. I got mad and said "excuse me? Here is part of the sectional-which they had left a small corner on the side like a chair". Evidentally Shaye ( a friend of Chris's) and some his friends & kids were there. Shaye had stayed at our place while we were gone. I asked him "where the @#$ was our sectional & tv" & he said I would have to ask Terry he had said looking at Chris ( & I couldn't hear what he said on the last name) It sounded like Rundall. I said " I can't hear you! that tv is too loud" (there were a couple of small kids circling the old couch screaming & playing) and I told him if he didn't find our things and bring them back here I was calling the police. So then he said Terry's in-laws were going to come over so she wanted to have nice things for them to sit on, but they were gone & it should be ok to get the sectional. I remember in my dream Chris knew who this Terry was.
I remember being very pissed about the whole thing. Which in real life I would be very pissed.
End of Dream
Later,
Melody
PS I typed this after I woke up so I wouldn't forget it hopefully its understandable.