Begining of Journal

August 9 2009
I decided to start a dream journal & daily thoughts.
Last week I had a dream I went to a church the church was white. I walked in and sat down. The service had already started. This was a Protestant church not a catholic one ( no offence to Catholics) it is just what it was. I whispered to a young woman sitting next to me to ask where the rest room was she said I need to show you. I said ok and we got up and went threw a side door. We went threw two halls in the church then down a few steps to another hall that went into another building obviously attached to the church. The hall looked like it was in a basement it was old. I notice there were medical looking staff walking around doctors(?) nurses etc. She showed me two doors both were painted with green paint(Kelly green color)the first one on my left said in faded letters "women's locker" I peered in there and sure enough there were ladies getting dressed so I went to the other door that "women's restroom" & I walked in. I saw a nun coming out of a stall & I asked her what medical facility was this? She said "What are you doing here?? "You are not suppose to be here" I just said well I just needed to use the rest room and pointing towards where the lady that showed me the rest room was but that lady had disappeared. I said well that lady that was just here brought me here and then the dream ended.
I then had another dream later that week I dreamed I walked into this building, it was one that had several businesses in it almost like a mall but more like a short sky scraper. I saw these wide stairs like you would see in a old Theater, so I walked up them to have a look around. There were several doors so I went threw one and walked down a short steps into a (get this) a locker room. All these tan lockers no one there. There was another door so I went threw it. It was another medical facility but this time I knew what it was- it was a mental institution I walked down the hall & looked around then I decided to go and someone said its time to get back to your room. I said "I believe you have me mixed up with someone else" This nurse said no and pointed toward some rooms and said I needed to get back. She walked off. A person that looked vaguely deranged said I will show you back to that door but you must go now. So I looked at him oddly and followed him. The dream ended.

Just some thoughts here-I never have dreamed anything like this. Although I do have very realistic dreams like this many times. I will be posting some of my older ones as well.
This past couple of weeks have been depressing to me. Perhaps my state of mind is telling me I can get beyond this "feeling blue" time. That is my thoughts on these dreams. If you are reading this let me know.
Thanks-
Love & Light
Starsong (aka Melody)